dark night of the soul
Case Study: The Year Everything Dissolved — Grief, Shingles, and the Four Directions of Loss
Category: Case Studies | All Four Directions | Composite Clinical Case
Case Study: The Awakening That Looked Like Madness — Kundalini Rising, Spiritual Emergency, and the Danger of Pathologizing the Sacred
Category: Case Studies | All Four Directions | Composite Clinical Case
The Neurochemistry of the Dark Night of the Soul: Why the Path Through Darkness Has a Biological Basis
Every contemplative tradition describes it. Every serious practitioner encounters it.
Ego Death and Spiritual Emergence
Before anything can die, it must first be alive. The ego — your sense of being a separate, continuous "I" with a name, a history, a personality, and preferences — is not a mistake.
Jung and the Path of Individuation: Becoming Whole
Carl Gustav Jung (1875-1961) proposed that the human psyche contains a built-in drive toward wholeness — not perfection, not sainthood, but the integration of all that we are, including what we most want to deny. He called this process individuation: the gradual, often painful realization of the...
Meditation as Medicine: A Deep Dive
Meditation is not one thing. It is a family of practices as diverse as the cultures that produced them — spanning continents, millennia, and radically different models of what the mind is, what consciousness is, and what liberation means.
The Dark Night Across Contemplative Traditions: When the System Crashes Before the Upgrade Installs
Every major contemplative tradition — Christian mysticism, Theravada Buddhism, Zen, Yoga, Sufism, Kabbalah — describes a stage of practice where everything falls apart. Not the pleasant falling-apart of relaxation, not the gentle dissolution of meditation bliss, but a comprehensive, devastating...
Transpersonal Psychology and Stanislav Grof
Modern psychology was built on two premises: that the psyche is contained within the individual skull, and that consciousness is produced by the brain. Transpersonal psychology — the "fourth force" after behaviorism, psychoanalysis, and humanistic psychology — challenges both premises.
Integration and Crisis Support: What to Do When Awakening Destabilizes
The preceding articles in this series have mapped the territory of spiritual emergency — the varieties of crisis (Grof), the specific syndrome of kundalini activation (Sannella, Greenwell), the adverse effects of meditation (Britton), the distinction between depersonalization and awakening, the...
The Safe Container for Awakening: A Functional Medicine Protocol for Consciousness Transformation
The preceding articles in this series have documented what can go wrong during the awakening process: kundalini syndrome, the dark night, meditation-related adverse effects, depersonalization, psychotic-like episodes, spiritual bypassing, and the full spectrum of spiritual emergency. This final...
Daily Spiritual Practice: A Framework for Living in Ceremony
There is a moment each morning — before the emails, before the news, before the world rushes in with its demands — when you are closest to the person you are becoming. A daily spiritual practice claims that moment.
The Dark Night: The Debugging Phase That Modern Mindfulness Marketing Ignores
Every major contemplative tradition, without exception, includes a stage of profound difficulty in the awakening process — a period of darkness, disorientation, suffering, and apparent regression that occurs not because something has gone wrong but because something is going right. St.
The Unified Map of Awakening: A Meta-Synthesis of All Consciousness Stage Models
We have now surveyed the major consciousness development maps produced by human civilization: Wilber's integral model, Spiral Dynamics, Cook-Greuter's ego development, Maharishi's seven states, the Buddhist jhanas, the Theravada path of liberation, kundalini rising, Aurobindo's integral yoga,...
Ken Wilber's Integral Model: The Spectrum of Consciousness from Archaic to Integral
If consciousness is the operating system running on biological wetware, then Ken Wilber built the most comprehensive architecture diagram ever drawn. Over five decades and more than twenty-five books, Wilber mapped the entire spectrum of consciousness — from the pre-verbal instinctual awareness...
The Five Koshas: Yoga's Map of the Layered Self
The Taittiriya Upanishad, composed perhaps 2,500 years ago, describes the human being not as a single entity but as five nested sheaths — the pancha koshas — each interpenetrating and each representing a different level of experience. This is not metaphor.